Senseless acts...

Sometimes I think about what things would of been like 
if I could rewind time for certain situations. 

I went to visit both sisters this weekend starting with Diana first, and then Sara. Both girls devastated to find out a 26 year old guy they knew was beaten and stabbed to death in a park near their Mothers house. James 26 years old and killed by 18 and 17 year old boys, because of a the 18 year olds girlfriend called James. I dont understand, and maybe there is more to this story but who deserves something like that? What disturbed me even more is it was reported onlookers stood across the street horrified watching. Why didnt anyone step in, yell, or start throwing objects to stop them? James could of lived had someone just grabbed something and went to his aid. Maybe I am a different type of person, and I know others would say what if they came after you. What if? What if is the question, what if they didnt? What if someone had run over with a shovel screaming at them and they ran off, James could of been brought to the hospital and been given a chance to to be treated for family members to come and visit and be thankful a random act of kindness by a stranger just saved their beloved family member and the hurt, anger and loss they are experiencing now would not be happening. I want to hope if something like this were to ever happen to me someone would come to my aid and try to help.

Prayers and thoughts with this family from Beverly at this time and though the long road ahead of all of them.

15 Weeks...

   Tomorrow is 15 weeks pregnant. I am very anxious for next weeks appointment to schedule the ultrasound to find out if it a boy or girl. I can picture us having either, but MJ is so excited to have a boy. I know he will love the baby either way, but I would like a boy, we can take Anna our almost 3 year old god-daughter whenever we want.


   I'm tired tonight... thought I would have more energy but nope...
                              night night..

Song stuck in my head....

"Take It Off"

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

When the dark
Of the night comes around.
That's the time,
That the animal comes alive.
Looking for
Something wild.

And now we lookin' like pimps
In my gold Trans-Am.
Got a water bottle full of whiskey
In my handbag.
Got my drunk text on
I'll regret it in the mornin'
But tonight
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Lose your mind.
Lose it now.
Lose your clothes
In the crowd.
We're delirious.
Tear it down
'Til the sun comes back around.

N-now we're getting so smashed.
Knocking over trash cans.
Eurbody breakin' bottles
It's a filthy hot mess.
Gonna get faded
I'm not the designated
Driver so
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

Oh, oh, oh!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

Oh, Oh, Oh!

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!

Oooh.

Right now! TAKE IT OFF! [x3]

EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!

There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.

There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.

And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off. 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTXPrtxacBI

14 Weeks..

 So tomorrow will be 14 weeks into my first pregnancy. I am beyond excited, nervous and anxious.... Sometimes it does not feel real, but as soon as I look at clothes that don't fit anymore I am like oh yeah. I have not gained any weight yet just apparently shifted to the mid section. Most anxious right now to find out if it is a Boy or Girl... We are really hoping for a boy, but will take a girl. We just want the baby to be healthy. Or as MJ my boyfriend just over 10 years puts it, "a girl is fine, you can have your 6 weeks maternity time and then we try for a boy." I hardly doubt that but I will let him think it. LOL! I want a Dinosaur theme room, and I think it will be done for either boy or girl. 
 My complaint for the day is people that don't stop talking. They constantly continue and continue, no matter where they are just gah gah gah gah gah, blah blah blah! Usually I can block this out and ignore it, but I am finding while I am pregnant this is not as easy as it used to be. I will try to resist the urge to scream. Or smother someone with a nearby pillow or jacket. :) 
 Chatting with my youngest sister, so I am off for now.


This is a post I had on my FB and I love it so I am posting it here too! 


-Pizza Man-   

I fantasize about the pizza man!

Ripping open his greasy white shirt & splashing him with pizza sauce, 

then wait whats this? 

The pizza oven is tossing out a freshly cooked pie, 

its so hot & steamy. 

Cut out a fresh slice & slap it on his bare chest, 

yeah that's hott & it burns, oh baby does it burn so good!

And that is why today was the best day ever.... 

Thank you pizza man, thank you! 

For you have changed my current life situation & my love for pizza!

12/14/10 -random adventure with Betty Rage! Anything is possible!